Where is it said that Life is Fair

i am an engineer !! yes , i am !
my two years of preps for the so called ' engineering entrance ' was huuuuuge.
i loved doing the multiple choice questions. it had something in it which always attracted me. thus i did more and more of those questions. when i started performin wel in them naturaly an idea came to everyone's head; why not try the engineering entrance seriously the first time itself instead of having to appear for it again after a year's preps(it would also cause the world to label you as 'repeaters'). Thus i preared well , wrote my exams and i am proud to be a topper in it. i always loved electronics adn had wanted to take it as a career.
i got admission in the best college in the state.
i was on the way to becomming an engineer.
College days were beyond imagination. Mostly the freedom. Secondly the exposure..
it lacked only one thing. guess what ? Engineering teaching
no classes, no teachers, notin....
But all studied and pased ( not all though) . same as the case with any government college.
we completed four years . now i have a job. i have a career.
BUT WAIt..... Just look back
i studied electronics. But now i am in a job that demands software knowlege. i think of my four years of electronics. i dont use it now. its for that electroncs i prepared for two years. i gave up my enjoyment and worked like hell. i discarded all those desires i had and led a life of commitment, dedication and optimism. But tday i am at the mercy of the software industry diety who nourishes most of the indian youth. i have sacrificed the interests of my life for my daily bread.
This is not just my case. this is the same with hundreds of thousands of people.
It happens.
Is This Fair ?
But, where is it said that Life is Fair ?

i dont knw me

living all these years i still find dificulty in explainin me.
explainin me can be done by the word - carelesss
i have been so for a long time and for that very fact of being careless i dont care about knowin me. stupidity ! i knw ..
my like s have alway been changing.
my desires have always been growing.
i love challenges. in all ways.
my greatest problem i face is my short lived enthusiasm for a work. many a times i start off with a great zeal but with time it declines so much ( more likely to say exponentially . haa )
ME;
i love to be social. take responsibilties ..
i said i am careless but its nt tht i dont watn to stay away from my moral duties or obligations..
i love to work and find happiness in it... but after two days you ask me about it i wouldnt be remeberin much abt it. CAReleZZ !
i dnt have dimentia or alzhemiers ! dont misunderstand my carelezznes with short term memory loss... hee
i like eatin... eating wat ? eatin almost evrytin..
sleepin i used to like...
hello... if i start sayn this , it could be more volumnous than the oxford dictionary..
but one thing is true
i dont knw me !!